Since 1 September

Life is mundane for me. It isn't about the work, it is about the lifestyle here.
I miss home.
I miss my families.
I miss my friends.
I miss my life that i have back in Singapore.
We know, at times, we couldn't prevent or predict whats coming next.
I know my life spent here is awfully slow. I have my weekdays spent in the office, "home" and thats it. My weekends would be spent with Yuren and gang. I, now, only revolve with certain things. Eat, poo, sleep, shop and the minimal fun i would get.
This isn't about me complaining all those stuffs I had here. I just have too little of it. I know i cant expect much, but i beg to differ. I am being constraint in this very room. Feeling lonely, bored and suffocating. Not from smoke, but fun. I want to go simpang to have some teh tarik, roti pratas and mutabak. I cant have that here. I want to chill out at Zouk, Powerhouse, Demsey and pubs. I cant have that here. I have certain restrictions. Neither could I stay out late nor meeting my friends who are back in Singapore.
5 days of work, 2 days of meet-ups. I have to face this all the way.
Fuck those traffics here, seriously i do. Motorist have the least decency to make a stop or care about the pedestrian. They just go their way and zoom pass 10centimetres in front or behind you. Crossing the roads here are like crossing highways back in Singapore.
My birthday is coming, a 20th one. I cant invite or celebrate with my family and friends. I just celebrate it here.
Christmas is coming, I cant go Holland V to chill when i did last year with Jingjing, Yee Kiat, Seicheong and all.
I miss slacking with my bros, Adrian , Derek and Hui Xiang at starDIU!
i miss everything so much.
I miss the most important months of this year. I missed alot.
I have to this very 15-inch laptop. I have to face communication breakdowns with the locals here.
If there is just a weekend i could head back, i would definitely do it. But this is impossible. TP has no brains and signed a single entry visa for me. I cant go anywhere, i go nowhere but now here in Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam.
I am homesick, please take me home.