Dedication To Ah Xin

The OH Kexin forced me to write a dedication. So i got to write it now already. If not she is going to skin me alive. LOL! Okay here is your birthday dedication post! Enjoy. :D

People say that the sun never cries, it only smiles all the time. But nobody knows a tear of the sun is the sunshine! Whenever we see the sun smiling, in fact it is crying at that time. The sun brings its tears to warm up this world. Life is sometimes not so simple like we are seeing. One person’s sadness sometimes brings the happiness to the other. When you feel lonely, you shouldn’t give your heart the color of grey. Most passionate love is your mother’s love. The shortest love is other people’s love. The sweetest love is the love of your lover. But the most lasting love is the love of friendship. So, thank you for being my friend.

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WELCOME!

Its been a long time since i last updated! well, i should update now.

Last Monday, i just went to work and go home rest, eat dinner, sleep. boring.

Okay next would be

LAST TUESDAY! BLACKOUT WHEN I REACH THE OFFICE! NO NEED TO WORK! WOOOOOOOOOO! ENJOY! Went to my colleague's hostel to have lunch and 'YO!' (Yo in vietnamese means CHEERS!) with beer once again. Drink, drank, drunk at hostel, went to KARAOKE . WTF! The songs they sing, all i dont understand. narbei. Then we drink, drank, drunk beer once again in the karaoke place. Now, im damn already. Fucking hell, while I was sitting on the motorbike when my colleague ride me back home, i fell asleep on the bike. When i reach home, i just sleep on my bed. When i woke up, a sudden surge of headache strike up my fucking head. I cursed and swear like a mad dog. Cye bye! Okay end of story.

Next. zzz!

Last Wednesday, i went to work. Another colleague's birthday. Cye bye. This time we go another place to drink after work. WTF! Its time for drink, drank, drunk again. The place caters steamboat-like food. O M F G ! After dinner and stuffs, i went to meet Yuren (the retard), CL, Eliz and GW. Its at a place called Alzeer Boo. Cye bye, drink again. Woooo! This time i cannot take it already. So i just drink finish and sleep on the table! Woke up 5am in the morning and went back home sleep.

-__________- next..

Last thursday, ciao from WORK! go out with retard, CL, Eliz and GW. We went around to eat, slack, buy stuffs. We didnt really done anything much haha.

*_*

Last Friday to Sunday. I went to Vung Tau. Pretty beach and sceneries over there. And of course, i ciao work on Friday. HAHAHA! Cye bye, damn shiok. lol. Go eat sotong at night, drink beer again on friday night as well as saturday night. I think the beer belly is forming up its six packs. lol.

THIS WEEK!

Monday

I didnt went to work, apparently, i had a cold fever. Its hell of a torturous night for me on Sunday when i slept at home. So i decided to inform my mates that im sick! W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L! haha. I slacked and slept almost everytime. Skipped breakfast and lunch, just sleep only. :D

Tuesday

Woke up and went to bath. Afterwards, meet my mates down the hallway. We went up the car and sit. I adjusted my butt accordingly to the chair to ease myself. I was thinking i should get my MP3 to hear some songs while the driver drive us to our work place. Five minutes later, my manager received a call, she told us there is a BLACKOUT in the office and we DONT need to go to WORK! WAHAHAHA! Cye bye! You see lah, can go home sleep again. Shiok! MAN, I LOVE BLACKOUT! XOXO! LoooooL!
Around 11am, we went to have our breakfast. Some boring food again. No choice. Zzz. Then we went to a cafe to drink coffee there. It was quite relaxing though it only met my basic requirements for a cafe. At night, i had stomachache. Worst ever! Must be that breakfast, karnina!

Today

I cursed and swear, my stomachache came to light at 6am. Cye bye. And its worse that yesterday. As the aroma of shit spins around me when im bombarding, theres a sudden blackout! (sorry for being so disgusting but i have no other words to describe about this 'eventful' blackout.) Cye bye, I dont like. Because i only want the office to blackout, not my 'house'! Karnina, when i bath, the heater isnt starting because there is no electricity to warm up the water. Narbei, i have to bath in fucking cold water. I think my brother can be frozen icicles already. LoL! Okay lah, its abit exaggerating. But its really cold okay! Now im fucking stuck in this office computer again.

Yesterday, i realise i didnt go work for like five days. OMFG. You know what i meant. Haha! Im now left with fucking 59days. Await my arrival guys! hahaha!


Anyway, i end my post with this particular great song. Apparently, its only lyrics. If you want to song you can ask from me! :)

Title: Lucky
Artist: Lucky-Twice

you can fool yourself
I promise it will help
now every single day
I just wanna hear you saying

laughing through the day
thinking you are never boring(?)
speeding through the night
maybe you not count the morning(?)

there's nothing you can do
to keep it out
there's nothing you can do
just scream and shout

living for today but you just can't find tomorrow
talking 'bout the joy
but it never stops the sorrow

there's nothing you can do
to keep it out
there's nothing you can do
just scream and shout saying

I'm, so lucky lucky
I'm, so lucky lucky
I'm so lovely lovely
I'm so lovely lovely

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you saying

I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lovely lovely
I'm so lovely lovely

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you saying

even though you said
it would never end it's over
you were smiling on my arm
now you're crying on my shoulder

there's nothing you can do
to keep it out
there's nothing you can do
just scream and shout
saying

I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lovely lovely
I'm so lovely lovely

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you saying

I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lovely lovely
I'm so lovely lovely

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you
saying

you can never be forever
good together
now and clever
you can never be forever
but keep it up
don't ever stop
through night and day
the words to say are:

I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lovely lovely
I'm so lovely lovely

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you saying

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you saying

I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lucky lucky
I'm so lovely lovely
I'm so lovely lovely

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you
saying

you can fool yourself
i promise it will help
now every single day
i just wanna hear you saying

Work

So you can see how free i am during my working hours. Its just 3pm here.
Mundane working days are still ongoing for me.
Well, the article/post at the bottom of this is kind of accurate though.
Whether you guys trust it or not, its up to you. Haha.

For mine is T, and so it goes like:

"You are very sensitive, private, and passive; you like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights, and romantic thoughts excite you. You fantasize and tend to fall in and out of love. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy, and extremely changeable. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head. "

Well, all i could say that its 90% true for me though.
AND I DO AGREE ON THE ORANGE SENTENCES I HAVE HIGHLIGHTED!!!

Okay, this isnt about, me, bragging though. Holy damn, haha. Life is getting utterly bored here.
Nothing much can be done here. When i'm in the office, I need to use different ways to allow time to spin quickly or, rather, exceptionally fast enough.

It's total crap here and i feel like one too. I'm afraid my limits are on the brim, as much compared to a silent volcano that is exploding all the lava out from the tip.

Your love life based on surname! Rather accurate.

A
You are not particularly romantic, you have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge to be invigorating. You are passionate as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.

B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your partner. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments, particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.

C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You must be able to talk to your partner at all times. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You need someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without having a partner in your life. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.

D
Once you decide that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. The eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude stimulates you.

E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested in them. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you. But once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.

F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your partner on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favorite fantasy pastime.

G
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your partner. You respond to a partner who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You enjoy playing love games - that is, when you find the time. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You are sensuous and passionate however you may have difficulty getting emotionally close with your partner.

H
You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your partner once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating. You are sensual and patient.

I
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and love games. You look for partners who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and change. You are sensual and sometimes downright lustful.

J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. There is nothing to stop you, except maybe the stamina of your partner (you could have danced all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long-distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. Intimacy seems to satisfy a need to be nurtured deep within.

K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.

L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.

M
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate.

N
You may appear innocent, unassuming, and shy; but we know that appearances can lie. In the bedroom you are no novice but something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes, though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing close to partners.

O
You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are passionate and compassionate requiring the same qualities from your mate. Having a partner is serious business; thus you demand intensity, diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.

P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation. Appearances count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of physical gratification.

Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are enthusiastic and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation.

R
You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal - the smarter the better. You prefer a great mind to a great body. However, physical attractiveness is also very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are a very passionate person although this is not apparent to others. If your new partner is not all that great in bed, you are willing to serve as teacher. You can be a very demanding playmate.

S
For you, it is business before pleasure. If you are in any way bothered by career, business, or money concerns, you find it very hard to relax and get into the mood. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. You are very careful and cautious before you give your heart away - and your body, for that matter. Once you make the commitment, though, you stick like glue.

T
You are very sensitive, private, and passive; you like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights, and romantic thoughts excite you. You fantasize and tend to fall in and out of love. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic, mushy, and extremely changeable. You enjoy having your senses and your feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit your dreams, all in your own head.

U
You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You enjoy giving gifts and you are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own.

V
You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching them out. You feel a need to see what makes them tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. There is often an age difference between you and your partner. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense.

W
You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your partner.

X
You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You talk while you make love. You can have the greatest love affairs, all by yourself, in your own head.

Y
You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling, and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up romantic pleasures for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.

Z
You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your partner's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love and like to fantasize.

Friends

Friends are like balloons;

once you let them go,

you might not get them back.

This isnt much of creative title i have for this post

What songs should i choose to mix
What songs should i choose to mix
What songs should i choose to mix
What songs should i choose to mix
What songs should i choose to mix

Any request?
I love requests!

leave it at the

tagboard
IMMEDIATELY
AND I MEANT IT
SERIOUSLY!

What i have in mind was damaged, the way I are, gimme more,
go girl, promiscuous girl, when i grow up....

& more variety of song's selection.
For sure,
addiction to the song cant be cured for my dear 'o' listeners.

Haha! alright im just kidding.

Today is my fucking 65days here.
I will be back soon.

Here is something to go along as an ending for this post.
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Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...

And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that

they will never be yours again...

For some, they think that letting go is one way

of expressing how much they love that person...

in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love

being held by someone else...

Most relationships tend to fail
not because the absence of love.

Love is always present.

It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...

As we all know that the heart is the center of the body

but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason

why the heart is not always right...

Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

but to only discover that for them

we are just for passing time, while the one who truly

loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...

So here's a piece of advice;

Let go when you're hurting too much.

Give up when love isn't enough.

And move on when things are not like before...

It's certain... there is someone out there

WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE...
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Eat , Play, Sleep .