Reflection

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO HUIMUN!

Anyway, I am feeling so damn bored now.
This week was pretty okay.
I didnt went to work today because I had stomachache.
Today, I woke up at 1.30pm.
I went for a smoke just now.
I have stayed here for 54 days.
It seems kinda long but I know I will be back in no time.
Well, life isnt that great here.
I would definitely wish to head back Singapore even for a day.
Sad to say that I dont think i am able to.
Its 5 more days to my birthday. What would it be like?
I wonder....

The higher we climb, the harder we fall.

Im going through a tough situation now.
All im going to blame is myself.

Home - Michael Buble

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home

Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far
Ffrom where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right

And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home

Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home



There are 14 home in this song.
Its 13 more days to my birthday.
I miss bus 12 which i took back home usually.
I am listening to the new 11 album tracks sang by Jay Chou.
Its 10pm now.
I yearn to go to Bedok Simpang by bus 9 and slack with my bros and friends.
I want to take bus 8 to school.
I miss 7-Eleven back in Singapore.
I want to have 6 different meals in Mac Donalds Menu.
I miss taking bus 5 to Far East.
I want to go 4 a night walk with my friends.
I have 3 wishes to make on my birthday.
I am only 2 hours away from Singapore.
I have 1 day to yearn for. Its 24th of January.

iIt seems to be long and its killing me softly.

Dont tell me its true

SERIOUSLY? I GAINED WEIGHT?

Since 1 September

Life is mundane for me. It isn't about the work, it is about the lifestyle here.
I miss home.
I miss my families.
I miss my friends.
I miss my life that i have back in Singapore.
We know, at times, we couldn't prevent or predict whats coming next.
I know my life spent here is awfully slow. I have my weekdays spent in the office, "home" and thats it. My weekends would be spent with Yuren and gang. I, now, only revolve with certain things. Eat, poo, sleep, shop and the minimal fun i would get.
This isn't about me complaining all those stuffs I had here. I just have too little of it. I know i cant expect much, but i beg to differ. I am being constraint in this very room. Feeling lonely, bored and suffocating. Not from smoke, but fun. I want to go simpang to have some teh tarik, roti pratas and mutabak. I cant have that here. I want to chill out at Zouk, Powerhouse, Demsey and pubs. I cant have that here. I have certain restrictions. Neither could I stay out late nor meeting my friends who are back in Singapore.
5 days of work, 2 days of meet-ups. I have to face this all the way.
Fuck those traffics here, seriously i do. Motorist have the least decency to make a stop or care about the pedestrian. They just go their way and zoom pass 10centimetres in front or behind you. Crossing the roads here are like crossing highways back in Singapore.
My birthday is coming, a 20th one. I cant invite or celebrate with my family and friends. I just celebrate it here.
Christmas is coming, I cant go Holland V to chill when i did last year with Jingjing, Yee Kiat, Seicheong and all.
I miss slacking with my bros, Adrian , Derek and Hui Xiang at starDIU!
i miss everything so much.
I miss the most important months of this year. I missed alot.
I have to this very 15-inch laptop. I have to face communication breakdowns with the locals here.
If there is just a weekend i could head back, i would definitely do it. But this is impossible. TP has no brains and signed a single entry visa for me. I cant go anywhere, i go nowhere but now here in Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam.
I am homesick, please take me home.

Life is not a chore!

WHY DO WE NEED TO WORK AND WORK AND WORK!

36th Day

Guys! Do visit www.myspace.com/xzackilyfate! It is my profile in there. Haha.
Anyway i didnt had a good weekend last week. So im kinda lazy to elaborate on it. Haha ciaos! :)